today was a super bad day for me.this is what happened.i slept ad around 3 plus(which had already become my daily routine) and woke up at 5 a.m due to the rheumatism i had.misery siia!!~
this illness or disease is caused by not wiping our legs dry after bathing and head to an air-conditioned room or into a rm with the maximum strength of a fan.LOLS!~
i tell ur..this ish super duper TORTURE. =( ended up, i burst in tears.lols!~ buay ta han lorrs..went to tell my parents and ended up my dad nagged more than consol-ing or helping me.qi si wo le~~ and soon this results to shoutings here and there..hahas morning 5 plus,house gt shoutings liaos.today mother supported me, shout back dad.yay!~ but i super guilty after that larrs..coz i didnt wana shout at my dad derhs.'' yi.yan.nan.jing'' somemore i don't like expressing myself.even if i noe i shouldnt hab done it, i oso fake fake give one black face.tian ah!~ =((
but the super touched thing ish that my mother actually consoled me and helped me to rub the oil on my legs.it's seemed the tinest and the necessary thing to do, but this little small thing touched deep in my heart.awww..and of course some words she said..wahs super super nicee...~weetss!~
now then i realise mother's love surpasses other different type of love..how i wish i can tell my mother face to face how much i love herr!~ but somehow i lacked the courage~ *faints* i'm sure majority of the people oso have alike character as mine
-.= this 2 sentences replaced all the words i wana sae in my heart.
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-some words are better left unsaid
-actions speak louder than words
*no offence to those whose mother are not around.sincere apology.
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RANDOM:
recently, found some aims again. =p so i gona start making plans liaos.arghh..somehow lazyness always prevent me from carrying out my plans.jiu ming again!!~whatever it is, i hope i can succeed larrs.cheeriossss...=DD
and know why i typed so long??..this is to stop me from watching dramas etc.i've been simply too indulge in dramas liaos..till i forget that today ish fri.oh aysh speaking of this, didnt manage to join eric ,yongshun and co. for badminton..must have missed out the fun. =((
tink i stopped here.hope i can have a pleasant sleep tonite..
goodnite everyone...*yawn*
Only one, 8:08 AM.