Thursday, July 06, 2006
been feeling moody these few days.quarrelled wib '' her'' todae ; den after sch again.dunnoe ish i'm the 1 who changed or euu??bt i always been gibing in more than euu expected.ib i'm the past jennie,i would juz straight away ask euu too get the hell of and stop hurting me.bt i didnt.euu would neber understand .yups...everytym euu do wrong n euu came saying sorrie again.i cant take it.in that case, i shall not be that close wib euu anymore and juz treat euu lyk normal friends in case evrything goes wrong again.*dun ask me who's the her*
i'm starting to feel sho demoralize.i noe i shldnt be acting in that way..bt i realli dun hab the energy to move on.nobody noes the exact feeling tt i've veen habing nw.it's torturment.the onli way to realise it ish to blog and that is why i'm blogging nw.everything,anything oso me.euu wouldnt noe hw much it hurts can??as a frz can euu plz try to spare a thoughts fer others' feelings??i type here..eu oso wouldnt be able to see it.bt ib euu happen to see it..den i would be sho glad bahs.wadever it ish, i dun wana tink abt it ler.
i'm starting to feel sho demoralize.i noe i shldnt be acting in that way..bt i realli dun hab the energy to move on.nobody noes the exact feeling tt i've veen habing nw.it's torturment.the onli way to realise it ish to blog and that is why i'm blogging nw.everything,anything oso me.euu wouldnt noe hw much it hurts can??as a frz can euu plz try to spare a thoughts fer others' feelings??i type here..eu oso wouldnt be able to see it.bt ib euu happen to see it..den i would be sho glad bahs.wadever it ish, i dun wana tink abt it ler.
Only one, 5:12 AM.
