Monday, July 31, 2006

i'm gona blog blog b4 i go and hab my dinner.=)

i'm sho super super forgetful can??i always forget to bring the ''stuff'' i wana gib to juliet.and i meant everydae i would ''oh my god..i forget to bring again''..since lyk last week.it's all becos of her curse.wahahhas.i love her larrss bt she always get shy over it. =x lols.

todae's mood wasnt that great.due to some probs bt my friends realli cheer me up esp the badminton match.junney, ling, xin and me were habing a tonnes of fun wib the stopid racket etc.ur would neber noe wad happen.i'm nt gona blog it out too.wan noe ask me yea??

last few days i had a super duper bad dream.i dreamt that i scored veri good results fer my ca2.which was good la.bt ib i remembered it, it would be the opposite.ish that a bad omen???i'm super scare.!!!~and ib i were to score super badly in this upcoming exam *cross-finger* i would kill myself.lols.

after a few days of thinking, i realised bgr ish a hindrance to me nahs. ish nt exactly a hindrance ish juz tt mayb i dun hab the right set of mind to fully go ''throw myself'' in it.so mayb fer the tym being, i wouldnt wana brood over it.=) i'm sick of it.

i'm gona change.i shouldnt be possessing those childish thoughts and ideas.*weets*

stop here.

Only one, 4:11 AM.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

long long tym since i updated.sho i'll make it a short 1.=)

it's been ages since i went to the market to hab dinner wib my mother and bro and sho i went down juz nw.fer the sake of my food =p and there sitting 1 idiot ah pek ''SMOKING'' there.ish he frm the mars or had he juz landed on earth not long??doesnt he noe that's a restriction place fer smoking...and i was lyk telling my mother ...''he dunnoe cant smoke ah'' and he turned towards me and looked at me.of coz i was stunned bt i looked at him and diaos and he can still look.sumhow i feel lyk gorging his eyes out at that moment.ROAR.

i felt i've been super nt myself recently.studies been dropping.test nr study.-hack care mode- ,attitude sux too.everything juz dun seems on the right track.bt i'm gona remain lyk tt bahs.

i'm a ger who doesnt noe hw to cherish everything.*knock-out* i've had enuff.!!!~

end of rubbish.buaiz.

Only one, 6:02 AM.

Monday, July 24, 2006

i have learnt my lesson.neber to treat certain people good again!!!~neber ever.=) euu noe who euu r.!!!~everything juz went the wrong way !!!~i'm pissed, sad, tired.ignore me!~

alvinana...cheer upz!!!~still got me dis buddy and ur bunch of friends. =)

Only one, 5:59 AM.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

todae finally hab the tym to blog.hahas..blog fer my juliet derhs.lols.

hahas,..went to buy new hp ytd.lols..weets i love my mummy larrs.hahas...i love her everydae ah nt onli bcos she bought me the hp.lols.=) todae was a miserable dae in sch.guess wad??i actually ''broke down'' in sch fer the freaking a maths test.actually gt other probs too nahs.bt dun wish to elaborate further and thanks to ah pok aka june and the rest of my friends who showed their concern.thanks so much!!!~and realli, it was so embarass bt i couldnt control.=p

bt after ahwile was alryte.heesss.bt i'll ma esure i'm gona study real hard soon.let's work hard together pok.!!~woohoo.den after sch went foyer den saw my juliet and her friends.hahas and we kept on laughing without much talking.siaos?? mayb.oh yahs xin was there too.dae was juz sho dull fer me nwadays.

Specially fer baba juliet:
hahas...ur words make me sho gan dong siiax.*fly again* anywayz was realli pleasant noeing euu.=) she's a ger wib no kiwi gown done and a veri veri caring ger nahs.hahas...too bad she's taken.noe taken by who??hahas me nahs.!!!` i'm her remeo siiax.lols *waving proudly* thanks fer being there fer me when i'm in a veri low spirit...esp ur listening ears that were meant fer me.wahahahs.and oso thanks fer ur ''ai xin tang'' everydae.sorrie to make euu ''puo fei''.heesss...santa clas!!!~(right spelling??) hahas...mondae my turn lerrss..wahahas...hahaas....our 1st honeymoon in supermarket ,2nd ish msn.lols...no photos siiax.next tym ish photo album.at mama shop???lolsoverall i love my juliet nahs...and no 1 ish to snatch wib me except 1st remeo.hahas...and ish still me too.weets =D

special thanks fer june yik aka ah pok aka my honey!!!~lolz
thanks fer ur cheering up todae.and yups ish ur dunnoe hw many tym euu saw me !@# lerrs.arghhh...hahas...anywayz i'll make sure i wont hab the next tym.hahas.love euu!!!~woo lala

end here.

Only one, 5:14 AM.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

juliet i will blog other dae....hahas!!!~

Only one, 6:42 AM.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

finally i'm here again wib a new post todae.didnt blog fer quite sumtym due to the homework i had.and oso shopping etc.=)

let me start blogging abt fri.so tt was a dae of studying n i was super duper moody.p.m.s wadever.=p den hab dance practices and coach put me in the front to let me perform in a sense that i'm normally paiseh de and he noticed and sent me to the front fer 1 of the part. !@#$%^ after the dance prac headed to bubble tea shop and helped the basketball boys to packet too.yups their new maid=( ahahs no nahs coz they helped me ,gen and angel looked after bag mahs so i returned them the favour norhs.heesss....

so all of us stayed in the foyer after the bubble tea shop and ate our fries there.den after tt proceed to the concert/perfomance held by st anthony sec.wow...fabulous!!!~dance steps unique,expression giben.!!!~yi ji bang!!!~lols.den went hm slp...

sat: went out win steph to study and shopped sumhw.hahas...and she studied quite alot whereas me half an hr bahs.lols...den at nite headed to kokhong em de gathering.hahas held it fer advance bdae celebration fer vor and kahleong.hahas...and yups it was veri funnie n nice.We went marina south and ate buffet and i tink i ate lyk 30 plus prawns???lols...and so many malu stuff happen=) esp steph!!!~lols...anywayz HAPPY ADVANCE BDAE TO VOR AND KAHLEONG!!!~ =)

HAHAS...I MISS THE GATHERINGS!!!~oh yah forgot to mention i saw my beloved jenessa!!!`woohoo..i miss her larrs.and realli i wan ''la kopi'' wib her soon.quick la..haben jio me out.i realli miss this sister of mine.=) hahas...and think she gt a quite a ''lost fer word'' de admirer.tsk tsk..wonder he gt chance bo??

hahas..buddy and ah chye were veri gentlemen la.helped steph n me in many things ytd.ths loads.and the rest nt bad larrs..provide entertainment.=p would love to chill out wib em again.

alryte stop here le bahs.coz i'm goiing to pack my bag.tmr still gotta stay in sch till 5 pm.dance prac and partner's stuff.=( nites my beloved frz and my juliet!!!~

Only one, 6:24 AM.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

alryte i dunnoe hw to start siiax.suddenly at a lost of words...errss..aiyax anyhw bahs.

went out to bugis wib steph.lols..auntie ah owe me 15 mins arhs =) hurshurs!!!~hmm den we headed to mac and eat our lunch and off to bugis.Sof irstly we went bugis street and bought a bag which i tink we will bring on mon .Actual price ish $42.90 and den bargain to $33 fer one bag.lolz...thanks to steph we gt a nice deal.lols..classified as aunties!!!~den after that went to shop fer else stuffs.actually wana buy a jacket and a mickey mouse tube derhs..bt it seems ex so nr buy lerrs.hahas...

den went to wallet shop buy another wallet.cool manz..shopped the whole day and spend lyk $70 in total?? Pardon me frm spending lotts though i wana save coz was in a bad ; confuse mood thus shop and spend and eaat.shuang!!~ den went to this fashion coz nth to do mahs and happen to see den try all the clothes i had chosen and pictures again.lols...hahas had an enjoyable tym in the dressing room.muhahahaas(steph shld noe) lolz.den went national library sit and relax and study awhile den hm we went.woohoo!!!~nice day.wad shld i do tmr??

[[ mayb once in a while,everything would not go as i wish.things would go amok, which in turn will drive me amok too.bt i would learn wib all my might to solve the prob and handle it.i wouldnt be so idiot as to run away frm it.i'm a ger to face it when there's a need.=) ]]

Only one, 7:07 AM.

Friday, July 07, 2006

Sch todae was nt bad in a sense that ''she'' nr cum i oso dun nid tink sho much.actually wana ask her hw ish she all that derhs bt after wad happen, i'm still in a fury and the thoughts was abolished.=( *yups..haben recover frm the hurtness* wadever sh**.bt i dun wana go brood over it too much lerrs.i'm sick of it. =(

bt i do realli still treat her as my sister or mayb best friend??hope she realli noe her mistakes bahs...and i did went to reflect on myself too bt overall she's still in the biggest wrong.she's gona mit me tmr to pass me sth which realli make me curious la.how shld i face her??

alryte i'm skipping away frm my topic.I've been copying hmworks nwadays ,nt knowing anything abt trigo ad all!!!~ wt?? anyone volunteer to teach me??hahas. =)

den dance was nice bt kind of bored coz it was once again the same dance wib edited movements bt the worst thing of all ish i've to stick to my bloody costume which consists of a mini tube,a long skirt n a sarong??(which makes me tink i'm lyk nt wearing anything comfortable??)bt i realli love dance nw.

thanks to pok pok who comforted me ytd.I oso wana thanks euu fer tolerating my childishness,bodohness or any actions which makes euu pissed off and ths fer ur ''kawaii'' actions which brightens up my dae.=) touched too bahs??hahas...and btw wsh euu and ah hong together.my turn to sabo euu ah!!!~lolz

to my juliet:thanks fer ur concern too.heesss.remeo n juliet always together.<3>

Only one, 6:32 AM.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

been feeling moody these few days.quarrelled wib '' her'' todae ; den after sch again.dunnoe ish i'm the 1 who changed or euu??bt i always been gibing in more than euu expected.ib i'm the past jennie,i would juz straight away ask euu too get the hell of and stop hurting me.bt i didnt.euu would neber understand .yups...everytym euu do wrong n euu came saying sorrie again.i cant take it.in that case, i shall not be that close wib euu anymore and juz treat euu lyk normal friends in case evrything goes wrong again.*dun ask me who's the her*
i'm starting to feel sho demoralize.i noe i shldnt be acting in that way..bt i realli dun hab the energy to move on.nobody noes the exact feeling tt i've veen habing nw.it's torturment.the onli way to realise it ish to blog and that is why i'm blogging nw.everything,anything oso me.euu wouldnt noe hw much it hurts can??as a frz can euu plz try to spare a thoughts fer others' feelings??i type here..eu oso wouldnt be able to see it.bt ib euu happen to see it..den i would be sho glad bahs.wadever it ish, i dun wana tink abt it ler.

Only one, 5:12 AM.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

short entry fer todae!!~

i'm updating my blog specially fer the sake of my juliet.muahahas.i cant stop laughing can??juz so funnie la..and entertaining.and to tink our honeymoon ish supermarket.??!~ *faint*

kiwi=weddin gown.durians,lemon etc pics=our wedding pics.lols..it's totally nonsense bt i like it too.muahahas.oh my juliet...!!!~lols.hmm...juliet happie =i happie so no thanks.woohoo...i love my juliet.wheeee...

to my ruru(june): hahas ur part again.honoured ryte?2 tym le.euu onli write ''neh neh'' in ur blog??nt fair leiis..yy???still dun wan me back ah??lols.

-nites peeps

Only one, 7:39 AM.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

yups...feeling sho sho super stress.so i decided to blog first before i carry on with my homework.
these few days were not veri nice fer me due to the negative stress giben by sum tchrs.and there goes their nagging and which made me pissed to the max.

i've gt tons and tons of homework to be completed.i love studying bt i'm juz simply too....errss...lazy bahs.i no longer the hardworking ger ur since in the beginning of the yr. =/
dis made me get into a low spirit.it sees lyk everything i did was a futile effort.fark up ya.!~wadever...i'm juz sho tired nw mentally and physically.

i;m getting depression soon.yups..old sickness came again n ib i realli throw myself into studying..plz prepare to get me a professional doc to cure me.

Only one, 4:44 AM.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

it's so weird todae.everyone seemed so serious and started asking me serious qn.this makes me hab a fear in my heart for at least a few seconds.LOLZ.and after they asked me i realise,it's nt sho serious afterall. =/

last few days while waiting for my mother to buy the lottery,i saw ppl cutting queue lyk nobody's business and the people behind them can actually kept mum abit it.For goodness sake, can they juz scold the person or wad??or at least sae lyk ''excuse me,euu're cutting queue'' ?

and for 1 of the woman i actually wana tell her de..bt ltr it backfired and the woman will sae lyk ''euu this zar bo,nt ur taiji euu care so much''.LoLX so i play safe and prevent myself frm embarassment and juz let it go too.

i'm so so rush.gt fnn project nida rush and nw it's lyk midnite.no tym lerrss.!!!~and tmr i'm goiing out to study??how am i gona finish??and without the help of any friends that are good in fnn or any specialised tchr.leave it to fate bahs.hahas =)

and this part ish fer juney:hahas..dun sae i nr write abt euu ah.this paragraph fer euu.heess.alryte i wana sae..........i wana change les partner le to sukanto.LOLZ

end here!~bye =)

Only one, 9:31 AM.