Sunday, June 04, 2006
didnt went out todae =( tired frm 2 full days of shopping.so slept at hm whole dae replenishing my energy.coz tmr still hab fnn programme and i'm gona taught hw to make chocolate ib i'm nt wrong and tues gona attend a -maths remedial.*faint* [[ a subject i hate most]]` regret taking tt sub instead of poa ib nt i guess i would be able to score quite well??!~ haiz...it's too late.bt i'm gona score fer my a maths too. yay!!`
i wouldnt wana stay hm the whole day again.it's super ultra bored.Due to ennui,i did hsework and did 2 pages of chinese homework.*cheers* intend to go fer a swim tmr bt still unable to contact xin.*roarrrr* dunnoe where she went.hahas..:D
To my precious buddy:don't torture urself alryte.ib euu still lyk her,juz continue liking.i'm sure 1 dae ur love would be reciprocate.hmm..dun sae euu had no friends around euu,den me ish wad huh??i'll be there fer euu alryte??!~so do cheer up.euu did told me nt to be sad over relationship matter and nw dis advice goes back to euu.dun regret wad euu hab done ib euu were to let go nw.DONT!!!~hope euu see this msg lerrs..den tink abt it alryte. :P *miss*
i realise i had been wasting too much of my tym le.nt knowing hw to enjoy myself to the fullest.i promised tt i gona make my life to the fullest and at the same tym nt forgetting to help the other the best i could help. =D
`[[ i'm juz avoiding.i noe it.afterall euu r still the one bt nw it seems impossible.
coz i dun wana hurt another guy who treat me veri good.after all the hurts and
tears euu implemented on me,i realli couldnt take it.bt at the same tym i do realli
still love euu.i sound ridiculous.i noe bt i juz couldnt hid it.i realli couldnt.it always
happens lyk tt .i had to make a decision and the decision i make ish so impt tt i feel lyk
breaking down.i'm realli hopeless.all i wan ish too see euu being happie and find a
a ger who truely love euu soon.bt at the same tym i dun wan euu to break the promise
euu once promised me. :/ i wouldnt wana hurt baby too.coz he treat me realli well.arghh..
ib there were no him,mayb we could get better and be more xin fu.bt as fer nw,spare me
more tym.i'm in a agony.i juz wana hab a guy who realli dotes on me and i guess tt's euu ]]``
i wouldnt wana stay hm the whole day again.it's super ultra bored.Due to ennui,i did hsework and did 2 pages of chinese homework.*cheers* intend to go fer a swim tmr bt still unable to contact xin.*roarrrr* dunnoe where she went.hahas..:D
To my precious buddy:don't torture urself alryte.ib euu still lyk her,juz continue liking.i'm sure 1 dae ur love would be reciprocate.hmm..dun sae euu had no friends around euu,den me ish wad huh??i'll be there fer euu alryte??!~so do cheer up.euu did told me nt to be sad over relationship matter and nw dis advice goes back to euu.dun regret wad euu hab done ib euu were to let go nw.DONT!!!~hope euu see this msg lerrs..den tink abt it alryte. :P *miss*
i realise i had been wasting too much of my tym le.nt knowing hw to enjoy myself to the fullest.i promised tt i gona make my life to the fullest and at the same tym nt forgetting to help the other the best i could help. =D
`[[ i'm juz avoiding.i noe it.afterall euu r still the one bt nw it seems impossible.
coz i dun wana hurt another guy who treat me veri good.after all the hurts and
tears euu implemented on me,i realli couldnt take it.bt at the same tym i do realli
still love euu.i sound ridiculous.i noe bt i juz couldnt hid it.i realli couldnt.it always
happens lyk tt .i had to make a decision and the decision i make ish so impt tt i feel lyk
breaking down.i'm realli hopeless.all i wan ish too see euu being happie and find a
a ger who truely love euu soon.bt at the same tym i dun wan euu to break the promise
euu once promised me. :/ i wouldnt wana hurt baby too.coz he treat me realli well.arghh..
ib there were no him,mayb we could get better and be more xin fu.bt as fer nw,spare me
more tym.i'm in a agony.i juz wana hab a guy who realli dotes on me and i guess tt's euu ]]``
Only one, 5:48 AM.
