Saturday, May 06, 2006
so pissed nahs.unable to study fer 3 days liaox.wad happen to me???arghhh..despite the continous of forcing myself to study,i cant memorise any single stuffs. :(
yesterdae went out wib my steph,glenn and weidi to study.hmm had to ask glenn sum chem stuffs so went out study together.hahas...sawsuyu,kaiqian and amanada.veri coincidence go where can see em derrhs.lolz...den after tt oso cant study sit there slack slack.diaos..dunnoe wasting my tym or wad.hmm den asked glenn to walk walk around wib me coz steph and weidi studying so dont disturb em.hahas...den when we came back their turn to walk around.lolz...veri funni can hanging out wib em.lots of craps esp cuming frm the 2 gays.C.M.I they juz love to stick together.lolz...den after studying went to eat and craps again.the 2 guys asked me and steph to eat the tray up coz we gers neber eat.lyk so lame???
hahas...den after tt headed to plae pool.phew luckily i didnt lost my pool's skill.still can manage.haha...den after playing headed hm.when on the shuttle bus wana vomit can.coz of my BUS-SICK!!!~*vomit*~
den todae actually wana go steph's hse study bt i last min dun wan lerrs..coz not enuff tym.sorrie ah :( bt we shall go study sum dae.okish nw i'm reali trying hard to study.force myself ah.
in the past...motivation cum frm him.tt's y i got to study wibout any difficulties and nw i simply lost all my motivations.in the past everything was so perfect..i hab him,i love him and i hab the whole world.still remember when we juz broke off...euu wouldnt noe hw depressed and sad i m.euu would neber noe.almost landed up in a sucide mood...bt thanks to all my friends. =) i realli love all my gerfriends and boyfriends.they r always there fer me.!!!~bt i realli realli sure i dun lurb euu nw.bt i would miss euu nw and den.i couldnt blame everything on euu.both of us shared the blame and nw euu r happily leading ur lyfe ..i will happily lead my lyfe too.XD
i love myself.i love my friends.special thanks to:jenessa,zixin,hongling,angelin,june,chelseas,cheryl,lingdi,genevieve,zhiying,kokhong,douglas,glenn,weechew,alvin ngor,wilberg...and so on.sorrie to left out ur de name.yups they were there when i'm in my lowest point of ym lyfe.they had to bear my farking attitude and temper. :X heess...bt i would definitely be the cheerful me.coz i nw hab the supportment frm my new ''stead'' (name shld ne bt revealed) lolx.anywayz my new stead and i are juz good buddies.so dun misunderstand ah.alryte tink i stop here. :D
yesterdae went out wib my steph,glenn and weidi to study.hmm had to ask glenn sum chem stuffs so went out study together.hahas...sawsuyu,kaiqian and amanada.veri coincidence go where can see em derrhs.lolz...den after tt oso cant study sit there slack slack.diaos..dunnoe wasting my tym or wad.hmm den asked glenn to walk walk around wib me coz steph and weidi studying so dont disturb em.hahas...den when we came back their turn to walk around.lolz...veri funni can hanging out wib em.lots of craps esp cuming frm the 2 gays.C.M.I they juz love to stick together.lolz...den after studying went to eat and craps again.the 2 guys asked me and steph to eat the tray up coz we gers neber eat.lyk so lame???
hahas...den after tt headed to plae pool.phew luckily i didnt lost my pool's skill.still can manage.haha...den after playing headed hm.when on the shuttle bus wana vomit can.coz of my BUS-SICK!!!~*vomit*~
den todae actually wana go steph's hse study bt i last min dun wan lerrs..coz not enuff tym.sorrie ah :( bt we shall go study sum dae.okish nw i'm reali trying hard to study.force myself ah.
in the past...motivation cum frm him.tt's y i got to study wibout any difficulties and nw i simply lost all my motivations.in the past everything was so perfect..i hab him,i love him and i hab the whole world.still remember when we juz broke off...euu wouldnt noe hw depressed and sad i m.euu would neber noe.almost landed up in a sucide mood...bt thanks to all my friends. =) i realli love all my gerfriends and boyfriends.they r always there fer me.!!!~bt i realli realli sure i dun lurb euu nw.bt i would miss euu nw and den.i couldnt blame everything on euu.both of us shared the blame and nw euu r happily leading ur lyfe ..i will happily lead my lyfe too.XD
i love myself.i love my friends.special thanks to:jenessa,zixin,hongling,angelin,june,chelseas,cheryl,lingdi,genevieve,zhiying,kokhong,douglas,glenn,weechew,alvin ngor,wilberg...and so on.sorrie to left out ur de name.yups they were there when i'm in my lowest point of ym lyfe.they had to bear my farking attitude and temper. :X heess...bt i would definitely be the cheerful me.coz i nw hab the supportment frm my new ''stead'' (name shld ne bt revealed) lolx.anywayz my new stead and i are juz good buddies.so dun misunderstand ah.alryte tink i stop here. :D
Only one, 11:10 PM.
