actually i should hab slept nw bt i tink i shld blog abt ytd stuff first.yesterdae was jennie tan's birthday who ish me la.lolz.so got up in the early morning fresh and neat to go on a happie mood.
when to mit JUNE and ZIXIN as usual.and the 2 lovely gerfriends of mine baked me cookies.JUNE.Y de was nice and decorative.hope she wouldnt fly when i juz started my first part of praising her.lolz...was so gan dong neiis.*smuackx* xin de was nt bad,bt overall june de would be better.lol coz wib the help of her mother.anywayz i hate both their cookies.yummy yumy !!!~
thanks gers.

reached sch got many birthday greetings.everyone was so sweet can. :D yups and my 2 juniors came and gib me 15 tickles which i tink are veri childish.lolz.gt birthdae bash too and water splashing done by zixin. :X den yippie presents were given.i realli loved all the presents given by all my friends.bt the most most gan dong thing of the dae was the birthdae song sang by my whole class.arghhh so super duper sweet can.and includes a few others students frm 301 and 303.it's juz so nice. 302 rocks!!!~i lurb everyone in 302.they are my dearest.

hmm den after sch went out wib jenessa,jiahao,and mingliang.went to chinatown to sing.lolz...didnt realli sang that many songs coz i was super duper paiseh.bt did sang a few solo derhs.ahem!!!~was nt bad.lolz.i love their present too.then after tt went 85 market had our fabulous dinner that includes bbq fish.woohoo.yummy!!!~

after this special dae of mine...i finally understand friends r always there wib me even though pineapple boy wasnt there fer me.to all my friends out there:thanks fer the gifts and wishing.ur r so great!!~

shall stop here.had to sleep.nites everyone.:D

Only one, 6:53 AM.

begins my blog nw.woke up around 6 in the morning to prepare fer the cip thingy.
sianz can..reached tampines mrt at around 7.30.had to take cab wib xin and june coz we r late all bcoz of the bus-driver.i waited fer lyk 20 mins plus lo. :( then we were alocated to simei mrt to asks fer donations.was a not bad experience.hahas.

after my tin was half-filled wib cash.went to slack wib ling em.lolz.called one pig to cum help me bt he's sleeping.diaoz.deserve a punch frm me bahs.hohoho =) then went back tampines to return the tin.my tin passed coz quite heavy.then walked around tm and cs fer awhile.after tt xin and hl went hm.left me and june.everytym lyk tt de lo.sianz liaoz.den we walk here and there.mrt take here n there lyk siao lyk tt oso dunnoe where to go.in th end guess we landed at where?parkway parade!!!~

then we walk to east coast 5 mins walk back.hahas..i noe ur would sae siao bt there no place to enjoy the breeze den june and me walk to pp shop.then in e end went hm.wana go out slack bt june cant.her mum's mood was bad =(

nw i finally noe hw heartless guys were.fer sum guy.since he wana do until lyk tt...i realli nth to sae le.

to jenessa:alryte..i hab lose the bet.euu won.congrats!!!~ i realli no moral and energy to continue le. =( he helps me make my decision liaox.

Only one, 6:17 AM.

alryte i should blog onli a short 1.lazy to blog so many stuffs.woke up at around 6.15 this morning...did many warm-ups.lozl...coz kiasu mahs.hab to prepare fer the noon's sports finals.so reached the stadium at 7 plus.went to sit according to hse.my heart was lyk wana dropped out at that moment.lolz.1st race fer me was the 100 m.and was lyk a freaking defeat.got postion 7.bt i didnt sad la...coz i was veri veri nervous and xiuli and xinyu nt running wib me.furthurmore at least i get to noe there's many fast runners. :D then 2nd race ish 4 by 100 m race.my group came in 4th. *roar* lolz..that's a weird expression.bt juz 1 more position up,we would be able to get the medal and be self-content.:P

by this tym,my legs start to get abit sore. :( then straight away after the relay..i went to rush fer the 60 m.then tio shoot by my frz.so i chiong in the 60 m race.in the end gt 3rd position which i kind of hoping to get. at least there was a victory fer me.:D and it was so so so GREAT to hear the atlas hse cheering fer me when i got the medal.thanks guys.hmm after taking the prize,1 last event cuming up.and by nw i'm totally exhausted.lack of energy.it's the 4 by 400 m relay.my grp gt the 5th.lolz.it was a great race fer us.every memebers tried their best including me.we pull hamizah in too.lolz.coz xinyu last min wana vomit. :X realli a great teamwork amongxiuli,hamizah,hidayu and me.anywayz this yr sports' day wasnt a veri good 1 fer me bt i hab the passion fer running nw so mayb will practise on tt bahs.muz depends.wahahas :DD

btw congrats to every winners !!!~and every participants that went into the finals.ur r all winners.challenge ur again next yr.esp the ger who shoot me!!~hahas :X

Only one, 3:19 AM.

hmm todae ish a BAD BAD DAE!!!~
had a tiff wib xin.bt nw alryte ler.hope we dun hab the next tiff again.
omg!!!~todae 1 of my friend juz told me i'm cool.in a sense tt i dun smile
in sch.lolx.he's nt the first 1.aiyos.had my smile realli gone.? ish lyk everyone
i noe had been saying i've been veri cool.hahas.oh yahs i was praised by my
another friend for being style.wohhooo. =) lastly wana sae tt i simply love dance
alot nw.stop here.

-11 more days- determine the future

Only one, 5:44 AM.

boom boom!!!~

lols..alryte todae woke up early coz gt maths remedial.lolx kinda of miss miss pow.hahas..den was in her remedial fer 2 hrs. =) after tt went buddy's hse wib june and zixin.watch shuttle halfway den the cd stopped due to some technical prob. =( den carry watch the promise halfway hab to stop coz zixin nid to go hm.so went back lo.lols.waited fer tt ass bus fer lyk so long den finally squeeze in.that's abt todae highlights.nth special.oh yahs juz wana mention to friends out there..?omg..i cant realli stand copycats.yuckx!!!~they simply hab no styles.bt copycats ish alryte..who doesnt ?the most atrocious de ish those copycats who tink they nr copy .omg...they r the worst ass ppl i hab ever seen.they juz s*x.omg. ;X hope they will admit that they copy others.dun act there.gosh!

Only one, 5:20 AM.

alryte here i cum to blog abt todae =).todae woke up around 8c plus coz wana go parkway parade.lols. :P den after getting ready den went out at abt 10.walk all the way to stadium take bus den mit hongling and angelin on the bus.hahas..i'm lyk so scare lo.coz i wanted to go pierce navel mahs den ling at there relax relax.lols..then called june ask her wana pierce lips anot?as in together wib us bt we pierce navel she pierce lips bt sad she cant =( so mayb tmr or wad then i pei her go.hmm den reach parkway parade le saw genevieve.it's nt a coincidence worhs.we agreeded to mit there.lols.then soon after ling n me went to stege to check otu the shop had opened already...bt after sumtym had nt opened yet so joined gen and angel to eat mac.den the bloody fries so salty can...nt scare we get hypertension manz.ib i were the manager sure penalise their work. *diaoz*.

eat finish le..went back again.this tym the shop opened ler.lolx.i'm the first one to go pierce.then the ger ask me go 1 rm and lie dwn etc.wahs..at that moment i feel lyk vomitting can.den she ''jiab'' my flesh and use the bloody freaking needle and poke thru.and there goes my arghhhhhhhhh1!!!!lols...nt bcos it's pain it bcos i scare lyk wad siiax.lols.to ppl out there:actually navel piercing nt tt pain..dun hear ppl exxagerate.it's juz a minor bite.lols..and the feeling was great.hahas ling 1 no feelings de.brave neiis.den gen oso go pierce her ears.she was lyk so scare too in a sense of cuteness la.lolx.bt it was nice nahs.everyone de was nice.den rush back to sch and dance.sianz until 5 plus den reach hm.hmm hab to do hw ltr.tmr gt remedial ah.lols.oh yah next fri ish sports finale.dunnoe i can go anots.gt dance.haiz..wish me luck :P

Only one, 3:39 AM.

alryte here i cum to blog abt todae =).todae woke up around 8c plus coz wana go parkway parade.lols. :P den after getting ready den went out at abt 10.walk all the way to stadium take bus den mit hongling and angelin on the bus.hahas..i'm lyk so scare lo.coz i wanted to go pierce navel mahs den ling at there relax relax.lols..then called june ask her wana pierce lips anot?as in together wib us bt we pierce navel she pierce lips bt sad she cant =( so mayb tmr or wad then i pei her go.hmm den reach parkway parade le saw genevieve.it's nt a coincidence worhs.we agreeded to mit there.lols.then soon after ling n me went to stege to check otu the shop had opened already...bt after sumtym had nt opened yet so joined gen and angel to eat mac.den the bloody fries so salty can...nt scare we get hypertension manz.ib i were the manager sure penalise their work. *diaoz*.

eat finish le..went back again.this tym the shop opened ler.lolx.i'm the first one to go pierce.then the ger ask me go 1 rm and lie dwn etc.wahs..at that moment i feel lyk vomitting can.den she ''jiab'' my flesh and use the bloody freaking needle and poke thru.and there goes my arghhhhhhhhh1!!!!lols...nt bcos it's pain it bcos i scare lyk wad siiax.lols.to ppl out there:actually navel piercing nt tt pain..dun hear ppl exxagerate.it's juz a minor bite.lols..and the feeling was great.hahas ling 1 no feelings de.brave neiis.den gen oso go pierce her ears.she was lyk so scare too in a sense of cuteness la.lolx.bt it was nice nahs.everyone de was nice.den rush back to sch and dance.sianz until 5 plus den reach hm.hmm hab to do hw ltr.tmr gt remedial ah.lols.oh yah next fri ish sports finale.dunnoe i can go anots.gt dance.haiz..wish me luck :P

Only one, 3:39 AM.

hmm.todae stayed at hm.didnt went out.felt tired after yesterdae whole dae of shopping.
wake up around 12 plus den ate my lunch..watched tv all that then went back to slp.slept till
evening 6 plus.i wasnt physically tired it was mentally.hab ur ever felt lyk actually ur was awake bt ur couldnt get up or dun wish to get up??yups..i was 1 of the case.i could listen to everything wad my family was talking when i m sleeping bt i juz seem to carry on sleeping.wishing i would neber ever woke up. =( i neber hab a peaceful n happie dae these few months.ib i were meant to suffer in this way,god pls let me die.haiz.i realli cant stand.i'm hiding everything deep in my heart.ib it continues i sure break down 1 dae fer the same old reason.that ish y i hate staying at hm.my sickness would worsen.friends hab been telling me,i lost myself ever since the goodbye between me and pineapple boy.in a sense that i'm no longer myself ;smile could nt be found ;everything changed within me.more shag?i dunnoe.everything juz changed.sumtym i juz hope a smile can hide everything.so that my friends wouldnt hab to suffer.realli..gers i'm sorrie.esp to xin!!~

xin:sori fer being so harsh towards euu.though we r back to normal nw..bt hope when euu r viewing my profile u would understand hw m i feeling.realli a million thanks fer tolerating my stupid attitude and character.i would try my veri best to find back my smile alryte.i realli hope i can be happie too.=) let's make it this way no one truely understands how i feel even my parents.sumtym everything seem so blank fer me.i'm juz lyk a person without a soul.often my sisters n darlinks would ask me..''y would euu fall so deep fer him''?my ans was i dunnoe.i realli couldnt figure it out.realli couldnt.i dun hope fer anything much..juz hope that he would be happie always.seriously..!~all along i think all this matter was my fault,so though i had to suffer, i tink it's worth it bahs.it even worth it ib his smile ish found.i dunnoe hw long will i be able to hold on or continue bt i would try my utmost to find myself back.he is my only one.!!~no changes.i realli love him.so pineapple boy..plz be happie fer my sake,put it in another word bahs..happie fer ur friend's sake.at least it makes me feel better alryte.

alryte..bloggy stop here.goodnite!!!~

p.s:i juz wan euu to be happie lyk before.ur smile ish everything i wished for.

Only one, 5:48 AM.

alryte..let me start by toking abt sports finalist.went to check out the finalist..i got into 2 events or mayb 3 bt i veri afraid can.there r many good runners running together wib me.omg!!!~could not imagine wad will happen that dae.hope i can get top 3.god bless me. :P
todae got back term 1 results.was good or perfect fer moii friends bt i was disappointed.it was nt wad i expected.haiz.bcoz of this i quarrel wib 1 of my sister.sorrie abt tt.didnt mean it. =(
bt i'm sure she wont mind coz she knew my character.realli did a great job this tym actually,at least i didnt let my parents disapointed.of coz there r credits going to everyone.lyk my close friends cum sister who hab been encouraging me during the saddest period of that tym. *muackx* i realli love ur to the tinest bits.they are :hongling,anglin,zixin and june.thanks fer all ur de support and those lecture ur hab been gibing me abt pineapple boy.some credit oso goes to pineapple boy!!!~he make me throw myself into studies lyk some insane woman.hahas..it's nt false.seriously after the broke-up wib him,books and work r my so called ''boyfriends''.so whenever my friends ask me why i dun wana go into another bgr ,i would juz gib them e ans.yups..so hmm 10% credit goes to him.lolz. *smauckx* thanks.bt that doesnt mean i dun lyk him anymore :X it's juz that i hab learn to tink positive le bahs.and lastly the most most most credit will go to me myself.first tym studied well,feeling great *hooray*

holidae start nw.i realli muz improve myself.no kidding.hahas...and realli muz go SHOPPING!!!~it's been so long.hahas.kaes bahs tink i stop here.hope i continue to strive harder in both academic and sports. :)

Only one, 3:26 AM.

hahas..starting wib ytd stuff.went to mit jenessa ytd to cycle at east coast
was so tiring lo cycle frm mac to the other end.phew and the worse thing we
hab to rush back coz no tym.wahahas :D den went to soak our leg in the sands.
veri cooling.brood about many matter too.den after tt went parkway parade.
actually wanted to eat dinner le bt saw got pool to plae so went up to plae
1 round coz kinda stress so play awhile. :P den went to kfc eat ,went shopping
after tt.proceed to arcade play a couple of games.lols..normally i would juz
plae 1 game in the arcade bt ytd was so hyper that i enjoy mysaelf playing every
game.tink i realli nid a long long break.everything seems so stress and heavy fer
me.haiz :( i realli miss my pineapple boy.it's juz hard to forget.and i dun wana forget
too.mayb wad jenessa sae ish ryte tym ish juz nt ripe.bt ib he will to find a gf in the
near future..i would definitely gib him and his gf my blessings.of coz it hurts bt
it the best way yea.i would neber ever change the love ;neber.tym will prove everything.
bt as fer nw juz wish he lead his life happily.guess he felt more free wibout me bahs.
bt no matter wad,juz hope everything goes well fer him including the new lyfe tt he gona
start soon.

todae was once again a bad mood dae.scolded my 2 friends.sorie..didnt meant it.
was veri veri stress.haiz...sumtym juz wana leave juz lyk tt.hope i can overcome this
stress soon.let me forget everything.wana graduate soon and emigrate to other country
fer furthur studies.felt that staying in spore doesnt make me feel better.
juz hope i can make it overbroad fer furthur studies.by then,i mayb able to start anew
wib a right set of mind.wish i can strive hard fer this 2 yrs and i will be able to free myself.
tink i shld stop here.take care peeps.hope everything goes right fer me too.

Only one, 11:58 PM.

wulalala...juz bathe finish so came to blog.
todae was a tiring dae.
gt up at around 11 plus in the morning
den eat all that get ready to go fer dance practice.
den met angel first den together go chai chee there wib the other
dancers n practise.den went to make-up.diaos..the make up lyk wad can
bt kinda unique la.den mdm choo go pin my hair...pain siiax coz all
gel up.grrr...bt den didnt noe my hair can be so neat.lolz...normally my
hair was lyk flying around.MESSY!hahas..den reach bedok inter hab a few trial..
many people was lyk looking.omg!!!~den my mother n bro came.so happie to see
em.lolz...finally performance start.i was so nervous siiax.
bt told myself muz be dancing better than the rest as my mother and bro
make a trip to bedok inter to watch me perform. =)
hahas...was so glad when i heard applause during the part when i get carried up.
shows that i didnt disappoint anyone. :P didnt make any mistakes too juz that
my mouth get tired of smiling.numbed.wahahahs.den performance finish ler.
loud applause given which ish a good sign.hahas..den hab our photo taken.den
can go back le.so went wib ling and angel together wib my mother n bro
go eat kfc.lolz..finally we can eat dinner!!!~
and here i back hm surfing net.hahas...i juz simply love performances nw!!!~

Only one, 5:39 AM.

hmm ytd went to run fer sports heat 100 m.hmm tink i gt gd results fer myself.so muz prepare hard fer finals le !!!~as all my friends who r fast runner oso competing wib me.wish em good luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!~to me too.

tmr preforming at inter.so paiseh can??!~all ah pek ah pek derhs.bt friends cuming along too.hmm wana congrats jenessa in getting in to her dream poly.n the rest who went in their dreams sch.to tkh(budddy):dun be disappoiinted!!~sure can appeal cheng gong derhs.

ish heaven playing a prank to me??seprated us till so far..i'm at a lost nw.=( haiz..i'm in a bad mood nw.so dun wish to continue ler.

Only one, 4:23 AM.