Monday, February 27, 2006

came to blog before i start on my homework.slack alot these few days.juz veri veri tired of everything.tons of homework;tons of lectures;many dance practices;many programme. =(
realli hope to be dead one day..in that case i wont hab to worry fer so many thing and matter.
sum more gt back my test results todae.negative ...study so hard dunnoe fer wad.ended up lyk tt.

anyone mind defining the meaning of life to me??sumtym i jzu wish to walk out the road and juz end my lyfe lyk tt.bt there's so many many things i haben do yet.so many ppl i will miss.i'm losing my senses nw.yet nobody knows,nobody understands.lost of words nw.dunnoe hw to continue.furthurmore,i've been missing him the whole of todae.haiz.i noe i shouldnt be waiting lyk a silly fool..bt i juz couldnt control.hope my friends will understand and stop introducing guys to me.i dun nid other guys alryte.i noe ur did this fer good intention..i realli appreciate that.bt i realli realli dun wish to go fer others. ;D

i'm juz so tired.wish to go fer a long long rest.ib lyfe will a fairytale..it would be so wonderful.can be wib loved ones always and dun nid to be so despair and tired.haiz.guess i should stop here.

-ib time could be reversed back-

Only one, 5:17 AM.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

slept veri early yesterdae.around 7 plus.tired frm 1 week of schwork and exam.finally i slept till todae morning.hab a good slp.lots of dreams bt i forgotten =)

mit lingdi at bus todae.lolz...so happie to see her.it's been lyk ages since i last went out wib her.i juz simply love her so much.hahas.so we went bugis coz there gt budget stuffs.lols.so we shop around bugis junction.went to take neoprint.the neoprint todae was nice manz!~lolz...den went ebase i bought a tank den lingdi bought sth lyk a tube.lolz...den went to shop around village.hahas...so many many thing to buy. :X den went marina square juz nice gt dancework.saw my seniors em.results was out they didnt get top 3 bt they will get top 5 de.so good luck to em.saw xianglong em baobei too.lolz..alfred em was there too.everyone went to cheer fer em. *hooray*den went shop around...sianz landed up at esplanade.brought memories back to me.haiz..juz nice todae 2 months of breaking up.shld nt elaborate furthur.haiz...den lingdi and i sat there slack and tok,tok and slack. after tt lingdi went to mit her friends i went to mit zy em.after tt we all went alvin's frz hse.went there eat,plae scrabble stuffs lyk tt.nice.!~hahas den take cab hm.

everydae ish juz lyk a simple yet busy dae.todae juz passed.tmr will be the same again.when can i expect a diff dae.everything remains a mystery =( alryte tink i shld stop here.tired again.lolz...plannign to go otu tmr again.hahas.bye!!!~

*a simple wish *

Only one, 8:41 AM.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

*hello? * hahas..juz starting off wib a crazy greetings.should begin my blog now.=)

went sch wib a super moody mood todae as todae paper ish physics and fNn.can euu imagine i studied quite hard bt yet the paper i'm lyk stuck there?so many questions and at that moment i juz wished tym passed fast,very fast.

skipped my recess too.studying near basketball court wib galfriends.saw a bunch of idiot which ish YC that grp.tink got daiji again.i juz walked pat them pretending their invisible.bt afterall ib they will to be guai abit ,i tink they will get veri good result and get emself proud.ok i shld nt eveen mention em at all. :X

todae relaeased sch earlier.going fer sports heat.was lyk rushing there lyk siao wib xin.hahas...can still remmeber the scene when i m preparing to run.I M SO SCARE OF THE HORN SOUND.diaoz...hahas...gave me a fright.that's 1 thing i hate abt running. =( bt afterall the results was nt bad.oh yah todae was only preparing for 60 m derhs.lols.my hse captain ish a friendly ger yea...gave me support though i dunnoe her.hahas...then after the sport heat ,i went tampines to buy bro's present.

bought a cap fer him cost so ex.hahas den shop around tm and cs.shop till leg wana break liaox.den xin keep eating and eating.ltr grow fat ah.lols...hmm den reach hm pass the present to bro n wished him.hope he stay cute always!!!~

alryte...end of todae blogging.gona go do my stuffs nw.bye guys.tag my blog!!!~

Only one, 3:55 AM.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

hmm..cant able to focus on my studying.my mind hab been floating all to him can. :X haiz..all along i knew that he's the one fer me yet i have been so childish. hab only myself to blame.tinking of so many stuffs .my head ish gona split.i'm nt gona look fer my xin fu or wad..nt ever.i wouldnt make the 2nd mistake again. =)it seem lyk the only one ish definitely ''u'' . mayb i'm addicted in euu.wadever.wadever reason i gave r juz excuses.arghhh!!!~ juz simply noe i m so bloody freaking decisive this tym that i'm making myself suffer everydae. =( juz hab the urge to blog this out.no special reason.i tink xi huan one person dun nid scare or shy yea bt juz beening thick-skinned here. :P opps opps.

tink i shld stop here.dunno wad to blog too. ;(

oh yahs...A maths paper was hard todae.haiz

[[he's my love;my only pineapple boy;my only 1]]

Only one, 4:02 AM.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

tym passed fast.so fast common test ish juz 1 dae away. =(

`of coz i would be preparing fer it.lols..went to changi airport

wib xin todae to study.didnt call the rest as i knew they would

`be busy.so it around 1 plus at stadium bus stop.was so hot todae

lolz.den went up the bus was lyk so crowded.as it was such a long

`tym neber went there...i almost forgot where to alight.but phew

luckily i got the ryte direction.then went terminal 1 de bk there.

`hmm nt realli that crowded bt many poly students.so we r lyk

1 of em.hahahas...coz of our dressing??den i study study lo.neber

`slack at all siiax.surprise manz.wahahas.then xin was lyk sitting

there studying bt she was looking at her hp.dottss...i jio her out to

`study fer common test..she's waiting fer msg all these while.

so i asked her to die all that as she was annoying me by all the

`looking stuffs.bt those ppl who gt sense up there would noe i m juz

kiddin as she's my beloved sister.we even agreeded to go abroad and

`study together.planning to go cananda..provided we are able to manage.

juz went to see my cousin de gf profile.wah...so envy can.finally after so many

`tiffs they had thru the years...they r able to hab a wonderful valentine's

dae.their pic looks so swit.realli wish all the best to ur =) hmm maii bro's bdae

`cuming soon ler.any suggestions of wad to buy fer him?coz i'm nt gd in picking

gifts fer kids.so mayb sum of ur can tell me wad to gib him lyk the lastest trend

`of games. :X alryte guess i should stop here.gona study soon.

-juz 1 simple wish-

Only one, 4:52 AM.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

he's such an ass can.i simply simply hate him nw.lmao..
i even hab to ask my frz to fake my bf to scare him off
bt no use.damn it.feel lyk calling the police and sue him fer harassing.
cannot stand lo.make me detest him more.arghhh!!!~
idiot she.go tell yc that i hab fake bf.neber trust her again
lyk so vexed nw lor.dunno wad to do now.it the second tym i fake bf liaox.
anyone can help??i realli realli dun LYK him ah :X tou long manz..let him
gib up.continue sum more..i will suffocate.i will go die instead.shit him la.
pighead!!!~so many spies in sch.wan spy me ah?u pervert sicko!!!~eeekk.
i going crazy@!!!~stoopppid.STOP BOTHERING ME.!~

common test on mon.hab to study real hard.who wan to assist me?lolx
tink stop here.take care peeps

Only one, 4:19 AM.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

ding ding!!!~cum and blog again.yesterday juz finishes the dancework.

saw many fabulous teams.our team ish nt bad anywayz

.juz cant imagine i dare to go up the stage and dance coz i gt stagefright.

diaoz.bt anywayz i manage to overcome that and dance up there :D

hahas.it's located at ngee ann city and can imagine hw many thousands of people looking.

bt i neber look at em la..coz i didnt wear spec cant even see anything.lols :X

hmm..common test cuming ler.hab to study hard liaox.haiz..juz dun hab the

mood to study liaox.bt no choice fer the sake of..my family and i hab to endure wib it.

anywayz valentine's day ish 2 more days.hope everyone hab an enjoyable tym on that dae.

take care lots!!!~stop here le.

Only one, 1:00 AM.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

came to blog again before i go offline.hmm finally understand wad ish on his mind last few days. :D mayb that's a joy in disguise bahs.

euu asked me to find my xinfu instead of euu ryte?dun worry i WILL derhs.that will put ur mind at ease yea?hmm for the tym being i juz nt so prepared yet bahs. :D

hmm many test cuming up so muz study extreamly hard siiax.lalalas.LOLS..had been day-dreaming alot nwadays which ish lyk so stoppid norhs.hahas...and no one can ever imagine wad i dae dream of.wahahahs.dancework ish cuming on this sat.omg!!!` went to see the actual place it was lyk so big and scary lo.atmosphere there can make me vomit.bt i'm gona tell myself to go fer it no matter wad.arghhhhh!!!~ long awaited dancework cuming.wahahahs...anxious nehs.hmm tink i blog till here bahs.bro wana used com le.hahahs....

Only one, 5:01 AM.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

is teacher brainless or wad?giving us so many tests in a week.and it falls on the same dae.there's physics,a math,e math etc.and more. =( it's lyk driving students lyk us crazy siiax.dotz!!!~

hab they ever thought ib 1 dae every students went siao,who r they gona teach siia??grrr...ahhh...wadever they r juz lame thing!!!~a lyrics from ''i not stupid 2''.that show ish so nice and touching can.and the shawn lee looks nt bad yea??mayb to sum of our he sux bt i tink he looks alryte to me,better than joshua??

been thinking so much things lately...hope my mind wont go the wrong way.lalalas :DD
dancework cuming and i'm lyk making so mani mani mistakes due to nervousness.omg!!!~could not stand myself.in front of my close friends,i dance lyk mad woman bt in front of friends,i'm lyk the ger next door!~hahahs....anywayz wish me good luck bahs.lols.

tink gona stop here bahs.should blog another dae :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Only one, 5:07 AM.