Tuesday, December 27, 2005
| yoohoo!!!~back to blog again.went malaysia last few days.realli shop till i drop.spend abt $300-$400 singapore $.den still nt enuff.in e end no $ juz hab to window shop.the hotel was scary.gosh!!!~told myself wouldnt go malaysia or other country ib there's staying of hotel. recently..addicted to singing.went k-box often.hahas..was in low mood too.that's y norhs.hais.will blog in the later part y i m in a low mood.sch gona reopen in 1 weeks tym.gona strive hard again.told myself would realli put my heart and soul into studies and working and wouldnt bother to put myself in another relationship or stuff.this ish a promise i made to myself.=) and i shuo de dao zuo de dao.!!!~ tmr gona work again ler.sianz..bt no choice hab to earn abit income for myself.got tons of stuffs to buy.hees...i tink $1000 oso nt enuff.shopping make my mood go back normal bahs.so ib i get my another salary,...ur can see me shopping again.lalalas. broke up wib my pineapple boy ler.not trying to announce or wad.bt juz wana let him noe hw i feel.so i would type wad i feel here. to him:i noe euu would be viewing my blog soon.or mayb when euu free.wana telll euu though ish me who initiate a break up first..bt ish euu who force me too.euu make me lose all the faith in relationship.nw then i realise put in true feelings oso no use.u told my ''jie'' euu realli try hard to change for me..bt i sense nth at all.i realli try my best to be considerate and kinda stuff..a gd gf bt in e end it seems lyk i failed.this ish my first tym blogging abt realtionship thingy..shows tt dis matter realli affect me.euu chose the path for me ler.asking me to let go in e end.i will derhs!!!~this message may seems that i hate you but nope.hating euu ish juz a waste of my tym.juz seems utterly disappointed in euu.mayb friends would be a more suitable status for us bahs.hope euu find ur li xiang de gf soon bahs.take care my pineapple boy!!!~ don't wori..friends we would be.!!!~ |
Only one, 7:11 AM.
